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My Thoughts Fly In At Your Window (2020)

for chamber ensemble
cl, bsn, hrn, strings (1.1.1.1.1)

Approx. Duration: 10’

Commissioned by the City of Birmingham Symphony Orchestra to mark their centenary year

I - My thoughts fly in at your window..
II - ..As a flock of wild birds

‘My Thoughts Fly In At Your Window’ (2020), is a chamber work in two movements inspired by the final line in Sara Teasdale’s poem ‘At Night’, which reads ‘my thoughts fly in at your window, a flock of wild birds.’ Each movement is titled after the two halves of the sentence so that the first movement leads into the second as if thoughts are expressed within one and turned into and released as birds in the other. The structure of the central melodic line in ‘My thoughts fly in at your window..’ acts as an unspoken vocalization of the poem, which breaks into a flurry of motivic fragments to emulate the building up and accumulation of swirling thoughts at the conclusion of the passage. These thoughts are then freed in the second movement scored for strings ‘..as a flock of wild birds’; the harmonic foundation of the central melodic line in the first movement returns as delicate figures to create a fragile sound-world emulating thoughts expressed with the liberty of wild, untethered birds.’
©G.E.M.2020

©Cover Image: 'Flock of Wild Birds' Painting by Grace-Evangeline Mason 2020

Deft, intricate and concise
— Musical Opinion Magazine
A wonderful contrast with a real lightness and delicacy of sound that portrayed the poetry behind it so convincingly.
— Richmondshire Concerts
Commissioned by the CBSO for its centenary year, Grace-Evangeline Mason’s My Thoughts Fly In At Your Window (2020) is a two-movement piece for an octet consisting of two violins, viola, cello, double-bass, clarinet, bassoon and horn. It was inspired by the closing line of Sara Teasdale’s poem At Night: ‘my thoughts fly in at your window, a flock of wild birds’. The substantial opening movement, which takes its title and central melodic line from the first part of the sentence, was subtle and atmospheric, juxtaposing swirling figurations with several extended, songlike solos. The material grew out of an expressive clarinet line heard at the outset over hushed, held string harmonics. A later solo passage of considerable emotional intensity for cello was eloquently interpreted by Eduardo Vassallo. A sustained viola line ushered in the shorter second movement, which followed without a break. Scored for strings only and quietly teeming with invention, this tiny coda-like utterance was inspired by the idea of a flock of wild birds. It formed a spirited, telescoped counterstatement to the more expansive opening movement. Deft, intricate and concise, Grace-Evangeline Mason’s new chamber piece suited the intimacy of the venue and its delicate tracery and shimmering gestures elicited a first performance of considerable poetry and emotional commitment from the CBSO and conductor Michael Seal.
— Paul Conway, Musical Opinion